Phoebe's Life

我的储思盆 •My "Pensieve"

2010-04-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

Albus Dumbledore("Hogwart's Principal" inside 'Harry Potter') has a "pensieve", I also have a "pensieve" too, it is my diary. ^^

那天，2009的最后一夜，我还在思考，2009的我，是怎样走过来的，怎么好像过的很平凡似得。

于是我翻回之前的日记来看，才发现在2009年里，还发生了蛮多事的。

有时我在想，日记对我而言，就好像阿不思•邓布利多的储思盆一样，可以看回之前所发生的事。

但是我无法看得很清楚当时发生什么事，凭着那些简短的文字，只能回味当时的苦与乐。

Christmas09' Photo

2010-01-02T00:42:00.001+08:00

My first Christmas present \(^o^)/

2009-12-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! I'm so happy today, because I received something special from my Portugal friend- Fernanda Ferreira. Thanks her a lot. I very like this present and the lovely card, I'm so lucky. Now I want to tell her, YOU DID IT!! I received your love, thank you. ^o^

This is my first Christmas present in this year.Although I'm not a Christian, I like Christmas this festival. I can feel the joy and blessing anywhere. ^^

Wish you all *Merry Christmas*.

ACTONCO2 "Bedtime Stories" TV advertisement

2009-10-23T02:07:00.013+08:00

This video share by Helena Teixeira, very nice video ads.

除了画，还是画 Just draw and draw

2009-10-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

这几天一直在赶那7幅插画，虽然没有赶到没天没夜，但画插画成了我的例常公事，每天朝九晚五，就像上班族那样== 现在的我一心只想快点把那7幅插画弄完，因为还有很多后续工作要做。11月2号的死期很快就到了，很怕死不出来。现在只要打扰到我的行事历的人，统统都被我赶尽杀绝!! 就连我阿嬷都不敢打扰我。今天还特地翘课呆在家里，足不出户、杜绝电脑是很有用的，至少我的心都放在那7幅插画上面。

无奈星期三有讲座，讲到这个讲座就一肚子火，明明说好这堂课的最后一份功课是写履历表，但是老师却还要我们去听讲座，听也就算了，还要写报告，真的是TMD!! 现在又要帮忙筹款组卖食物，不知道为什么，偏偏要在这种时候出现这种东西。只能说: "唉....无奈~"

现在的我只期待Sarawak之旅，希望这次的旅程可以很美好，虽然现在说这个好像言之过早，不过有希望总好过没有。

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This few days I just doing my homework. Everyday after breafast, I starts my job till night. No computer(I use my computer at midnight), no shopping, all my life is around with my homework now. I wish I could finish all the illustrations in this week, because after finish all the illustrations, I still have to take a photo for the illustations and put them into the booklet. 2nd November is the deadline, I still have 3 weeks to finish my things. May god bless me~

Mid-Autumn Festival (Mooncake Festival)

2009-10-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today is Mid-Autumn Festival(or Mooncake Festival ). The Mid-Autumn Festival, also known as the Moon Festival, or in Chinese, Zhongqiu Jie “中秋节”, is a popular harvest festival celebrated by Chinese people, Japanese people , Koreans, and Vietnamese people. dating back over 3,000 years to moon worship in China's Shang Dynasty. In Malaysia, Singapore, and the Philippines, it is also sometimes referred to as the Lantern Festival or Mooncake Festival.

The Mid-Autumn Festival is held on the 15th day of the eighth month in the Chinese calendar, which is usually around late September or early October in the Gregorian calendar. It is a date that parallels the autumn and spring Equinoxes of the solar calendar, when the moon is supposedly at its fullest and roundest. The traditional food of this festival is the mooncake, of which there are many different varieties.
The Mid-Autumn Festival is one of the few most important holidays in the Chinese calendar, and is a legal holiday in several countries. Farmers celebrate the end of the summer harvesting season on this date. Traditionally on this day, Chinese family members and friends will gather to admire the bright mid-autumn harvest moon, and eat moon cakes and pomelos together.

For more information: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mid-Autumn_Festival
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After dinner, I attended the Mid-Autumn Festival carnival with my family at the temple. Here are some photos I took at the carnival:

There had many performances at there. This is the Northern Lion Dance, is a form traditional dance in Chinese.

In Mid-Autumn Festival, many children love to light up the candles and carrying the lantern.

There had a recyle lantern competition. I like this lantern more than others.

I very like to guess the Lantern Riddles. I always guess with my father. Very unlucky, this year didn't get any prize. Although no prize, I'm so happy can gathered with my family in this special day.

再穷也要去书展 I just want to go book fair

2009-08-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

今天去了海外华文书市逛了一整天，原本不打算去了，因为经济状况不是很好，但是听到朋友都说那里的书很便宜，很值得买，所以心痒痒，忍不住又跑去看了看，结果钱包又瘦了>_<。

不过这次买书算很有节制了，以前都会买些很贵很贵的设计书，这次不做这种事了。每天对着那些功课就已经够烦了，不想在被设计书给压死，所以买了2本和旅行有关的书。一本是黄爱琳的《再穷也要去旅行》，另一本则是《游遍欧洲》。说真的，这2本书现在给我看是最实在不过了。因为我想尝试背包旅行，黄爱琳的经验分享，或许可以给我一些启发。再加上我对欧洲国家特别热爱，所以买了一本关于欧洲的书来看看，既可以增广见闻，也可以为未来的背包旅程做准备。O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

除了买书，我还在CD区找到宝，那就是Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban的电影音乐专辑。当我看到这片CD时，二话不说就拿走了，完全不需要考虑。我的哈利波特收藏又多一样战利品了，\(^o^)/~

Dear Na, Happy Birthday!!

2009-08-14T15:59:00.000+08:00

This is the picture I draw for my dear friend Maria Fernanda, wishing her a wonderful birthday. I sent this picture for her at Wednesday, hope she'll receive it.

Insomnia 失眠

2009-07-30T02:37:00.000+08:00

昨天又失眠了，完全无法好好入睡，唉......希望今天睡得安稳啦，最好做美梦，O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

Can't slept well last night, I hope I can sleep well tonight and have a nice dream ^^

静思语使你开心生活Wise sayings for happy living

2009-07-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

Wise sayings for happy living(Edited) / 静思语使你开心生活（In English & Chinese）#1/9

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无题

2009-07-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

天空的灰色，已经无法代表我的心情，

太阳变成了忧郁的蓝，还滴下了眼泪。

有些事情，来不及说，就随风而去吧；

坦白可以是种美德，也可以是种伤害。

误会真的很恐怖，来不及解释，就被打入地狱，

那种罪过，又有谁能理解呢？

烦恼来不及清除，新的痛苦又加入了，

这是报应吗？还是考验？

中间人是个难演的角色，

失去平衡，就成了千古罪人。

不必奉承任何一方，

我还是我，

我的痛苦没人能帮我解决，

那我又何必去袒护任何人呢？

算了，

不想理了，

孤独二字比较适合我。

欢乐。假期。毕业

2009-07-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

欢乐犹如乘搭过山车，
呼啸一声就结束了。
下车后看到痛苦就在门外挥挥手，
是时候回到现实了。

假期为什么叫假期？
假的一段时期吗？
的确很假，
才那么几天，又要开学了。

毕业2字那么简单，
笔画加起来才不过11画，
但要达到那一步，却难如登天。
在它的后面跟着一个未知，
一个神秘让人恐惧的未来。

无言无题无思绪
一切停滞不前；
唯独时间老人在缓慢地走着。

190709 Genting Trip

2009-07-23T02:24:00.000+08:00

KL Trip with my friends

2009-07-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

To: M07-BVC

2009-07-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

My classmate and I (I stood behind the girl who wore white shirt at the back of the fatty)

2年半的旅程，终于来到了休息站，

一路走来，有人跌倒、有人熬过；

有人半途离队了，有人坚持梦想，硬撑到了这一刻。

时间悄悄的流逝，一起成长的路程，看似艰苦，也有让人惊喜、烟火璀璨的一幕；

在乎、失望、开心、难过......这一切一切，将随着照片，永远被保存。

这不是结束，而是一个转站；

休息够了，就要朝向梦想勇敢飞翔了。

M07 BVC的朋友，加油吧!!

Thank You ^_^

2009-07-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

Over here, I want to thank all those who have visited me here, in my blog, and although virtually joined me to celebrate my birthday. I feel really blessed and extremely happy. ^^

Last night, my parent gave me a necklace with a white gold diamond key as a birthday present. I'm so happy.

Comic- Release 放飞

2009-06-22T01:27:00.000+08:00

放飞的心情，犹如风筝挣脱了某人的手，飞向未知的天空。

自由，虽然快乐，却也充满惊险。

没有足够的勇气，无限宽广的自由，也是恍然。

在起飞前，记得感谢让你自由的人，

没有他的束缚和放飞，就没有自由的存在。

This is animation class' assignment. Simple story, but it reflect what I feel and my thought.

There're some unhappy happenings when I did this assignment. First, the idea of the story for this comic came out from my mind when I felt lost. Second, I had some misunderstood with my lecturer. He wanted us draw the black line by freehand, but I used computer. -_- Luckily he said nevermind at the last. Third, I lost my new pendrive after printed out this assignment.

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Very busy recently. I hope I can finish all assignments before my birthday come. I don't want celebrate my birthday with the stupid assignments. No!! So I have to finish all the assignments in this week. But 1 week is too less for me to achieve the goal. >_<

时间走得太快，功课做得太慢。

目标定得太高，动力却少的可怜。

累了，却还要坚持....

美术系的悲歌啊!!!

Cry

2009-05-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

Did you ever see the whale cries?

We can't see the whale cries, because he lives in the water.

Oil pastel~Just a try

2009-05-18T02:16:00.000+08:00

Long time didn't use oil pastel to draw. I still remember I used oil pastel to draw when I was a child. When I grew up, this material disappear in my life, because I learnt how to use watercolor, acrylic, poster color and other materials in the school life. No one teach me how to use oil pastel.

Oil pastel for me, just a childhood memory. I would use this material to draw again just because I wanted to try again. Try how to use oil pastel, how the picture look after painting.

After experimented, I found that this material quite interesting, and very colourful. The second picture I add coffee on the picture which paint in oil pastel, this is another feel again.

Actually I would do this experiment is for a new assignment for illustration class. I'm still thinking how to draw it. Idea.....

Sunset

2009-05-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

This photo I shot at my hostel this evening, very beautiful sunset. Thanks my housemate ask me saw outside to the window ^^.

What's design? I better be an artist, not a designer

2009-04-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

This evening I went to found the director of art & design department for discussed about the t-shirt design. Before I went into the office, I told myself must be brave to explain my design to the director and try to persuade her use the original design. Unfortunately I didn't have enough brave to talk to her. When she looked at my original design, she said that's too messy, cannot show what is it for, but the new design can let everyone know who we are. Ok, I didn't know how to talk back to her, I just liked a craven, doing nothing.

Haiz......is this really a competition? Or just a design project bid? My old design let me win the bid to become the T-shirt designer for my department, and now I'm just a designer (more liked a worker), I have to changed and followed what the director said. I couldn't said anything, the lecturers too. The worst was my lecturers couldn't help me, although they agreed the original design better than the new one.

Sad......although I have a little bit angry when I came out from the office, I knew this is just a put-up-job, a foolish game always happened at my department.

That's fine, take it as a lesson and experiment. I saw many designer always complaint their customer changed their design into a rubbish, now I knew what's the feel, totally.

SOMETIMES ...ALL THE TIMES

2009-04-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I keep on building high walls around me
Not to keep myself away
But to see who cares enough to break them all
Who cares enough to make them fall

Sometimes I keep on constructing barriers around my heart
Not to keep my heart safe
But to see who cares enough to start

Sometimes I keep myself inside a fence
Not as a defense
But rather to see who really feels me... who has enough sense

Sometimes I keep on creating obstacles for whoever wants me close
Not to play “hard to get”
But rather to know why am I the one he chose?

Sometimes I prefer to be isolated
Not to be lonely …
But rather to see who cares enough to come close and approach me

Sometimes I prefer to be remote
Not because of fear
But rather to see who cares enough to be near

Sometimes I prefer to keep the distance
Not to act arrogant
But rather to see who cares enough to be persistent

Sometimes I do not take any initiative
Not because I’m acting so protective
But to know to whom am I really attractive

Sometimes I intend to be passive
Not to show no interest
But to see who cares enough to be impressive

Sometimes I intend to be mysterious
Not because I want to look serious
But rather to see who cares enough to be curious

Sometimes I intend to be unsocial
Not to be rude
But rather to see to whom am I really special

Sometimes I keep on wearing masks hiding my real self
Not to pretend
But rather to see who will remove them in the end

Sometimes I keep all my secrets covered
To see to whom and how it will be discovered

Sometimes I lock my door
To see who is willing to explore
Who really cares enough to know me more

Sometimes … all the times ….
And until now I haven’t found the kind of care I need
I haven’t found that someone who cares enough to succeed

13 June 2006
unknown poet

p/s: This poem copy from my friend's blog, Diverse texts and stories(Fernanda Ferreira). I very like this poem, this poem wrote out my feeling.

Very tired.....

2009-03-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

First day of went back to college, no surprise, no expectation. I just feel worry, tired and stress.

Oh my god, why my first day so horrible? Haiz......hope everything will be fine tomorrow.

Hot air balloon 热气球

2009-03-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

These few days I was busying with my freelance, but I made time for helping the Open Day of my college at yesterday and went to visit the hot air balloons show at this evening.

This is the first time I see the real hot air balloons (not at the TV show). I felt very happy and excited. My father and I waited for a long time to see the hot air balloons show, because the weather was very hot at the time. The show was started at around 6pm, they had 16 hot air balloons at there. Each balloons came from different country, like New Zealand, Switzerland, USA, Japan, etc.

Actually I very like the Pink Eleephant hot air balloon, but my camera was no battery when the Pink Elephant flied to the sky. Sad /_\

However, this is a nice memory to me. I wish I could stand inside the basket of hot air balloon and fly to the sky ^o^

The balloons blew up by the big fans.

"Orange" hot air balloon \^o^/

Very colourful, I can't believe this is at Malaysia.

I use photoshop to do some effect on these two photos, and wrote some words on it.

Watch movie alone

2009-03-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

今天下午，我自己一个人去看了一场电影。其实之前我想自己一个人去看电影很久了，想尝试那种一个人看电影的感觉。原本计划明天去的，但今天刚好自己一个人在家，所以就溜出去了。

一个人看电影的感觉有点怪，尤其是入场时，看到别人都是双双对对的，不然就是三五成群的，觉得自己一个人进场有点像寂寞的人。但是心境是很重要的，我知道我的目的，所以不会去在乎别人的眼光。其实以前的我很怕自己一个人，怕一个人吃饭、怕一个人出街、怕一个人什么的.....长大了，渐渐不怕了，但偶尔还是会在以别人的眼光。直到有一天，我问了一个经常独自行动的朋友，问他怎么就不怕别人的眼光呢？他说了一句话，让我的观点改变了，他才不管别人怎么想，只要自己开心就好了。他说得对，心境很重要。你不去理会别人的眼光，你就越容易得到自由；越是在乎别人的眼光，就越是克制自己。

今天能够自己一个人去看电影，算是一大突破吧。很可惜的是，选错电影来看了.....下次我要自己一个人去看animation，哈哈！因为那是我的最爱！！

班聚.....去？不去？

2009-03-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

一年一度的班聚又来临了，期待吗？没什么感觉......提到班聚，我好像只出席过一次，就在高三毕业后的那一年。那是我第一次参加班聚，也是唯一一次。接下来的班聚，我都没在出席了。为什么没参与呢？陌生吧.......虽然高中三年同班，但是还是觉得很陌生。除了我的3位好姐妹，其余的都没什么联络了。

班聚的目的是让大家联络感情，而我却一次又一次的让自己和他们越来越陌生。所以没去班聚的原因也是自己搞出来的。其实这次班聚我曾有那么一点想出席，但还是过不了自己那一关。这就是我要学习的课题吧，如何让自己更加容易融入团体。

矛盾的我渴望可以和别人有很好的沟通，即使是陌生人，但我却一次又一次地给自己藉口，让自己不去解决这个问题。到现在还是如此吧......

有时候和比较熟悉的朋友相处时，什么话都可以说，甚至说过头了自己也不知道，得罪了人也还不知发生什么事。所以沟通真的是一门大学问，over了就伤人了；太谨慎又有点做作。

不过说什么也没用，这次的班聚是去不成了，因为我应该会和我父亲去外坡送货，其实我还在考虑着要不要跟.....最后决定就看明天晚上的心情如何吧！

实习圆满结束~

2009-02-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

今天是实习的最后一天，没想到3个月就这样过去了，心里有些不舍。
在这段实习期间，学到了课堂上学不到的东西。像是出版刊物的程序、版权买卖等。
虽然没有正式接触，但对这些东西多了一份了解。
昨天拿回公司给的评论，整体上算不错，自己也觉得很满足。
这3个月里面，每天都在画儿童故事的插画，不知道开学后我的插画风格会不会被限在儿童插画里面。
不过我的话一向来都是走可爱风，so好像没差耶，O(∩_∩)O哈哈~！！
实习虽然结束了，但是我有接freelance回来做。
在这空闲的3月里面，希望可以赚点外块，筹备升学的资金。
另外也希望自己能多加磨练，提升自己的绘画技术。
O(∩_∩)O哈哈~，说那么多，做不做得到还是一个问题........

偷懒......

2009-02-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

今天只上班半天，因为肚子不舒服。原本昨天就已经不舒服了，又呕又泻，但是我没去看医生。今早起来也没什么，就以为好了。没想到去到办公室后又呕了，so就请了半天假去看医生。看完医生回家后，就睡了一大觉。O(∩_∩)O哈哈~，第一次上班到一半去看医生，中学时期也没试过上课到一半去看医生的。

上星期六我申请无线上网了。今天终于开线了，上网速度还不错。不知道去到宿舍那边会不会也那么快呢？希望也可以像在家那么快啦。

Training还有一个星期多就结束了，好快哦。没想到3个月就这样过去了......至于有没有学到东西，仔细想，是有拉！至少让我更加了解出版的东西。不过我还是会私底下在请教我的表姐，因为她也是在出版社做工的。

Training开结束，也意味着就快开学了。不知道这个学期又会遇到什么挑战呢？我想最头痛的还是那个死人Amir吧.....

本是同根生，相煎何太急......

2009-01-14T19:31:00.000+08:00

煮豆燃豆萁，

豆在釜中泣；

本是同根生，

相煎何太急。

这是曹植写的《七步诗》。为什么我突然写这首诗出来呢？

最近新纪元风波连连不断，而身为新院生的我，原本对这些事漠不关心，认为只要做好本分就好了。但是最近的“殴叶事件”让我开始关注事情的来龙去脉。其实新纪元和董总的关系是非常密切的，是什么原因造成双方反目了呢？还搞出这样的伤人事件？一开始对于更换院长一事，是不是双方都太执著了？这次打在叶新田的那一拳，让原本是一家人的董总和新纪元分裂了。一位原本有大好前途的学生，为什么会这么做呢？一时的冲动吗？可能没那么简单吧......
论坛上有很多评语，有人赞扬林同学的做法，也有人谴责他的冲动。如果没有当初的新纪元风波，林同学会这么做吗？叶主席虽没明确说明要不要告那位同学，但是这已经是刑事案件了。
闹了那么多，谁得到好处了？董总受伤了，新纪元臭名远扬了，如果当初大家都退让一步，事情会发生到这种地步吗？曹植写得没错，“本是同根生，相煎何太急。”

交换礼物

2008-12-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

今天和同事们交换圣诞节礼物。这是我第一次和做工的同事交换礼物，去年的圣诞节是和学院的朋友交换礼物，今年大家都去training了，所以各自过圣诞节咯。

我买了一个杯，换到一本精美的日记本和一个2GB的Pendrive。我原本是换到记事本的，但后来和别人换了。这次的大奖是RM100，很吸引人，但是幸运儿不是我 >_<。不过也无所谓拉，大家玩得开心就好！其实来到嘉阳training比我想象中的愉快。大家都很friendly，而且也很照顾我。谢谢你们!! Training快4个星期了，也就是一个月了，好快啊！原本只是我一个training，后来有一位senior也来这里training，so我有多一个人可以聊天了。 erm.......上星期赶freelance，so "Illustration Friday" 还没去post新作品。看这几天有没有心去画咯，idea是有几个，但是都没去动手。我的朋友们后天就要去Port Dickson了，我没得去....>_< 因为经济有限。希望他们玩得开心啦，记得买纪念品给我就可以了，哈哈！！

Last night angel smile at the sky

2008-12-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

Could you tell me what you see in this photo? A smile face right? Actually this is moon and star. This is real!! Non photoshop. Very weird and special......A big smile face!!

p/s: shoot by my brother's mobile phone, so the quality is not very good enough.

我的“九型人格分析”

2008-11-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

九型人格分析
第五型	智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 17%
第一型	完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 15%
第四型	藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 13%
第六型	忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 13%
第三型	成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 11%
第二型	助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 9%
第七型	快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 9%
第八型	領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 7%
第九型	和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 7%

我的九型人格分析？

你是一個很冷靜的人，總想跟身邊的人和事保持一段距離，也不會讓情緒失控。很多時，你都會先做旁觀者，之後才投入參與。另外，你也需要充分的私人空間和高度的私隱，否則你會覺得焦慮不安。你很有機會成為專家，例如電腦、漫畫、時裝，因為你對知識是非常熱愛的。

主要特徵：

=保持不被涉及的狀態；感到威脅時，第一道防線是撤退或者繫緊安全帶。
=害怕用心去感覺。
=過度強調自我控制。把注意力從感覺上挪開。「戲劇是給那些普通人看的。」
=情感延遲。在他人面前控制感覺，等到自己一個人的時候，才表露情感。
=把生活劃分成不同的區域。把不同的事情放在不同的盒子裡，給每個盒子一個時間限制。
=希望能夠預測到將要發生的事情。
=對那些解釋人類行為的特殊知識和分析系統感興趣。希望找到一張解釋情感的地圖。
=分不清精神上的不依賴和拒絕痛苦的感情封閉，是沒有悟道的佛。
=喜歡從一個旁觀者的角度來關注自己和自己的生活，讓自己的觀點不受情感偏見的影響。

代表人物：愛因斯坦

Kukup + Sunway Trip (Photos Show)

2008-11-28T13:59:00.000+08:00

Yo, now i want to show some photos about the Kukup and Sunway trip with my friends \^o^/

Kukup trip(21/11/08)

My friends and me(The person wear cap), shoot on the boat, on the way to "Taman Negara Johor Pulau Kukup"

Welcome to "Taman Negara Johor Pulau Kukup"

Two funny big guys!!

Poor balloonfish >_< , catched by the fisherman......

Sunway trip (24/11/08)

Yeah!! We arrived Sunway Lagoon.

Sunway Lagoon new entry "ticket", like a watch, very rare.

Haha, this guy very funny one, he try to follow the hominid on the wall

First time sit on the escalator and take photo.

Haha, this is me!! Very childish.....\^O^/

I'm a big big girl, in the big big world.....haha.

These were my happy memories with my friends, some of them will graduate soon. Wish them will find their way in the future. Gambateh!!

Award-Artistic Blog

2008-11-26T18:18:00.000+08:00

The above award was designed by ken and given by Gianni. Thank you so much Gianni! It is so nice of you :)I like it so much. Plus, not to mention I am honoured and I appreciate it a lot!Well, he made a few simple set of rules and here they are:

1. Show the award in your blog.

2. Link to the person who awarded you.

3. Nominate three(3) other artistic people and link to them.

4. Leave a message on their blog to make them aware that they’ve being nominated.
So now, I will pass this award on to Alberto Cerriteño, Rachelle Anne Miller, Deyo

简短的纪录

2008-11-21T11:43:00.000+08:00

很久没有更新我的blog了。前些日子都在忙着final projects，忙完一个又一个，让人喘不过气。不过那段痛苦的日子已经过去了，现在的我正在享受着我的假期，哈哈！

前天和朋友去Kukup玩，我们在那里呆了2天1夜，虽然没玩到什么刺激的，但也算是尽兴而归。

上星期天，我把所有东西搬到新的宿舍了。但是还是很不习惯，没有归属感。可能是还没有属于自己的床和位子吧。所有东西全都堆积在一块，有点乱。

看似很多东西要写，但是写出来却只有那么一点点，哈哈！

12月1日就要开始我的实习生活了，也就是后个星期一。对于实习还蛮担心的，怕自己做不好。而且我做东西有点慢，怕赶不出他们要的。不过现在那么早担心也没用，简直是自寻烦恼。

开心与否？

2008-10-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

近期已经进入战争状态，每个人都在为功课而战。这场战争敌人不多，但是每个都很难应付，有好几位朋友已经快累垮了，就连我自己的防守也松懈了。唉.......是什么原因让我们失去当初对设计的那份热诚呢？有些人离队了，有些人在徘徊着，而我呢？算是继续奋战吗？还是苟且偷生？
当初为什么会选择在新院继续我的人生？为什么不是其他的设计学院？我想是奖学金的关系吧......唉，现在的社会，无论什么都和钱离不开关系，就连现在做一份功课，也要花掉好几十块。最让人恨透的是，花了那么多钱，得到的却是讲师无理的reject!! 那个A讲师一点也不体谅学生的经济能力，以为每位学生像他那么有钱。

A讲师不是第一个让我有这种感觉的讲师，之前那位S讲师也是可恶之辈，没教东西也就算了，还骗了我们的钱，真的是罪大恶极！！难道教graphic design的讲师都是那么可恶的吗？还是我们无法适应他们的教学方式？可是如果只有三四位同学投诉，那还可以说是我们的问题；但现在是几乎全班人都在背后暗地里骂他，那还会使我们的问题吗？

唉.....说这么多也没用，他又不会看，也不会听，因为他不是华人。算了，生气只会让自己变老，走一部算一步吧，因为我真的不想花太多时间在他的功课上面。

刚刚随手画了一张图给朋友，希望她能开心，除此之外，也希望我身边的每一位朋友都能开心地过每一天。

Interview >_<|||

2008-10-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

明天就要去面试了，有点紧张!!
刚刚选了一些作品，准备明天拿去面试，此时我才发现，我可以见人的作品少得可怜........
唉......虽说和负责人通过几次电话，觉得他的人还不错，但是还是会怕怕。
怎么办？我等下又睡不着了.........

昨天和父亲到尊孔参与“爱心3合1”捐血运动，
这是我第一次捐血，虽然很怕，但还是捐了，而且很顺利，没晕倒，哈哈!!

之前有几次都想捐，但时期不对，不是生病就是不方便，
这次真的捐到了，其实也没什么好怕的。

这次的捐血，除了救人，我和父亲收获也不少。
主办单位还给我们每人各一小包米、米粉、花生、2小包营养品，还有一小包鱿鱼丝，哈哈!!

我婆婆看到我们拿那么多东西回来，她说她也要去捐，因为有米和米粉可以拿 ~^o^~

放了那么多天假，什么功课都没做到，唉.........
都不知道自己在搞什么，功课一大堆，但是却懒得去动。

懒啊......................

交通灯

2008-10-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

我站在交通灯的前方，

看着红.......黄.......绿.......
红......黄........绿.........

生命是不是也如此？
失落.......停留.......高潮.......
失落.......停留.......高潮..........

我想我的生活不应该只有三色，
应该像彩虹那样，
甚至比彩虹鲜艳，
但是我的生活还是停留在

红黄绿

烦恼

2008-10-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

唉，最近比较烦，烦东烦西，烦完present又烦功课，烦完功课，又烦宿舍的住宿费。啊!! 为什么那么烦?! 唉.......果然是“烦人”一个!!!

3D illus Presentation成功！！

2008-10-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

今天早上在illus课present了我的3D illus，反映还不错。老师给的comment是：“照片run得有点快，有些照片太暗，character不明显。除了这些，整体都O.K. 音乐不错。”
哈哈，真得很开心。我的努力果然没有白费。虽然结束了这份功课，但实际上好像还没完成，因为我还有一只鞋还没画完！！不知几时才可以完成。

赶完了3D illus，现在又要继续做其他功课了........>_<

今天晚上去吃Sushi King，吃了7盘，哈哈，很多吧！其实是因为有promotion，我才敢吃那么多。而且我吃了这么多，还不到RM20，很便宜吧！

今天真的真的很开心，嘻嘻~^_^~

BusyPhotographer -_-|||

2008-10-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

今天为了拍摄3D illus，忙了一整天。其实拍摄工程从昨天下午就开始进行了，但只拍了故事的开始。今天看回昨天拍的照片，觉得不满意，于是又重新拍过。自己一个人进行拍摄，真得很痛苦。又要打灯，又要排角色的位置，又要按快门，搞到满头大汗。平时上摄影课都是一伙人的，而且灯光都可以固定着，但是在家里就不同了。我用手电筒打灯(很不专业)，但是不能固定着，只好用手拿着。但是我又要按快门，所以有点手忙脚乱。不过再怎么辛苦，都熬过去了。完成了拍摄工作，接下来是电脑处理。3D illus这份功课真的花了我不少时间和金钱啊！！

Open House!!

2008-09-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i want to say " Hi ! " to everyone. Actually i create this blog for a long time ago, but didn't posted anything at here. I will post all my old and new art works at here as soon as possible, hope everyone will love them and give some comments.

The photo (The Kitten and his mother) which i put at the homepage was shoot by me at my college. I really like this picture, so i put it as my header.

Hope everyone will always come here to take a look and write something to me, thx ~^_^~